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Saturday, 08 November 2008

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    Street of Shadows (Star Wars: Coruscant Nights II)
    By Michael Reaves
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    Ask not what your country can do for you-ask what you can do for your country!

    Every four years, like clockwork, I take off the mask I wear as an American. The one where I will defend to the death our President, no matter how effective or ineffective he is, because I believe he deserves the respect due the office no matter what. And I become a Republican. The reasons inevitably vary as the candidates policies are stated and restated and we become subject to displays of true or disingenuous character.

    This year was no different, except for the fact that John McCain was, as a man, someone who I truly respect. The eloquence of and the man we saw as he gave his concession speech was the mark of greatness. To lose with grace and then proceed to throw your support behind the man who has so soundly defeated you? Well, honestly that’s the kind of man I would follow.

    But he’s not the President-Elect, Barack Obama is. And after I had spent my requisite twenty minutes of…insert gambit of emotions here…the morning after, I was back to being an American; a man who will be the first to defend to the death our president.

    Lauren and I have spoken at length since November 4th about everything that has transpired, and the recurring thing in my mind that made me the most worried was not the election of Barack Obama, but the response of his supporters.

    I’m an old…well I don’t know the actual word I am searching for, a common enough occurrence when I try to speak. So I will just describe it. The only Being my eyes should be turned to in search of hope and reassurance is God. When it gets bad, I don’t blame the people in charge, I don’t disrespect my government, my leaders, and my President. I look to God and ask Him for help and to help guide the people in charge. So for me to watch Obama’s speech, and see people like Rev. Jesse Jackson, or Oprah (Queen Cultist), and everyone else in the crowd stare up at Obama as if they were expecting a dove to fly down and a disembodied voice to suddenly speak, “This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased” really kind of bothered me. And while I know that is not what any of them were thinking, the looks on their faces and the emotion playing in their eyes was enough to give me pause.

    I have heard several things about President-Elect Obama’s supporters, one in particular as a sound bite and another as a story. A woman, I can’t remember where she hails from, says in response to a question, “It’s like…I never dreamed that this day would come! I won’t have to worry about paying my mortgage. I won’t have to worry putting gas in my car. It’s like…if I help him out, he’ll help me out, you know?”

    Huh? Is this a problem of being lost in translation? Is she saying something that has a deeper meaning than what this sounds like on the surface? Or is this the beginning of a potential problem?

    Story number 1: A police officer in a city I won’t disclose in an, I can only assume was a routine lawful response to some young African American Males, was told as they were being handcuffed and lead to the cruiser, “You just wait. On Tuesday, it’s all going to change!”

    *Pressing the index and middle fingers of my right hand into the corresponding temple as I stare with incredulity*

    Do they believe that? Or is that a natural response? And this just seems to be the tip of an iceberg floating toward the social situation that could be the Titanic that is the American cultural ship. Or maybe I should have used the imagery of the spark falling on the fuse attached to the large keg of gunpowder that is the American cultural barrel.

    I’ve been afraid to read blogs because I am sure that I am going to come across some political rhetoric that is going to just piss me off because of the handful of self-absorbed morons who are dancing in the cyber streets about President-Elect Obama’s landslide victory have no doubt have been venting a steady stream of pretty, eloquent words. But I question how you can wax politic about this election representing an end to so many things when those things are the total focus of your statements.

    *holds his forehead in the palm of his hands and rubs his eyes with the heels*

    I am sick of having to hear about Obama being the first African American President when the man himself went out-of-his-way to represent that he is not an African American elected to the Office of President, but a man elected to the Office of President who also happens to be an African American. I am by no means trying to strip away the historic nature of this election, but I just can’t help thinking that all of the ravenous supporters of Obama have somehow missed a really important puzzle piece in the true message of his campaign. I’m not handing that one to you. Figure it out yourself, but it was something Senator McCain didn’t forget as he told his supporters where he would be during the next four years.

    I may have voted Republican, but now that it’s over that is as far as my party line extends. I am an American. I am going to do my part to assist my country and my President in the next four years because if I am divisive, like so many of the responses to President-Elect Obama’s victory have the potential to be, I would be working against what both candidates and this Country wanted.

    Unity and Change.

    Listen to the words of another great, young, Democratic President and be an agent of change yourself. Bridge the gap. Cross the rapids. Reach out and work for the change that needs to happen. It can't be done by one man, we have to help. We have to look beyond our parties, our differences, our cultures, and declare in one voice, "Yes we can."

Tuesday, 30 September 2008

Saturday, 06 September 2008

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    Watchmen
    By Alan Moore
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    I can't help but laugh...

    Lauren got me looking at failblog.org and I've pretty much been looking at pictures and watching videos all frakkin' day at this point. For the most part I've laughed, except for a ew where I can only just oggle at it because it is so...just so epic and wrong.

    THIS however is hilarious. I don't like to laugh when people get hurt, but it was the yamacha flipping off the poor schmuck's head that sends me over the edge every time.

Wednesday, 06 August 2008

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    Death Masks (The Dresden Files, Book 5)
    By Jim Butcher
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    A Fatuitous Rambling

    I had an idea for a blog, but by the time I got around to writing it up this evening the idea was gone. So now I am staring at the blinking cursor (at the end of this introductory sentence), trying to figure out what I wanted to say. What follows won’t constitute a cogent blog, but it flows in some sense. These are all things that have been floating around in my head the last couple days but were none of them great enough to be put into singular blogs.

    1)  I went to the doctor today to finally get my neck looked at. I walked out with a prescription for…some drug, orders to get one of those orthopedic pillows, a neck x-ray, and nasonex. The last one seems a bit weird amongst the rest of it I’m sure, but I still suffer from sinus problems that lying flat on my back and letting it drain off doesn’t fix so I got the nasonex as a preventative.

    2)  I‘ve been trying to ride to work this week, but every night I check the weather and see “Isolated Thunderstorms” in the evening commute hours. I remember what happened the last time I took that gamble and I would like to remain dry. Do driving to work has been the norm. The problem I am experiencing is, my rear view mirror fell off a couple days ago and I just got the repair kit yesterday. Oh, and if you hadn’t noticed its summer. It’s just too damn hot to fix it. Not just because I have to contort myself inside the cab of my truck, but because the glue has to be applied within a certain temperature range and it’s been too hot.

    The funny thing about the motorcycle picture is that is the first time I had ridden the bike to work and the first time I had ridden in the rain; kind of funny to have that sort of thing commemorated in a newspaper.  It wasn’t raining in that picture, but it opened up as I was riding through the Hilton area of Newport News. It cools you down, but only marginally. I would have been cooler (temp) if I wasn’t wearing a full face helmet. You can see the picture here:
    http://www.xanga.com/empress8411/668530114/my-hubby-is-famous.html
    and here:
    http://www.dailypress.com/hr-dprainb20080731140049,0,1325079.photo

    3)  I sometimes reread the conversations that Lauren and I have that she will post on her blog and laugh because they seem so… planned. Like, sitcom writing, but what makes it funnier, to me at least, is the fact that that is the kind of conversation we have. And what Lauren writes is pretty much verbatim. You obviously can’t remember a complete conversation word-for-word (well I can, depending on how important it was or who I was talking too, but I am also a freak), but I am never surprised by how accurate her transcription goes. Lauren lives in the realm of the facts after all.

    I was brushing my teeth, getting ready to go crawl into bed, when this one took place. Lauren, as per usual, was sprawled on the bed, propped against the wall, with her nose buried in a book. I guess this is what happens when an intellectual and someone who once tried to be one, have conversations. I just tried to come up with a play on the Genie’s description of being a genie, “Phenomenal cosmic power, itty bitty living space” in reference to how we weight our discussions with such depth and severity, but they’re about the most mundanely inane topics on the planet. Because really, who cares how you say woe is me. I tend to favor writing that follows our normal speech patterns outside of an English classroom. They are easier to follow, are more colorful, and employ uses of language many educated people would consider inappropriate, or even blasphemous. Need I point thee to Clerks, the brilliant use of the English language, and Kevin Smith’s obvious grasp of the vernacular?

    4)  I was thinking about how much it annoys me when people flame, criticize, and are downright rude to people they have never met because of the anonymity of the internet and then as my brain travelled farther down that path I realized that what pisses me off more than that are people who are rude, unnecessarily cruel, and completely out of place as they make base accusations, then follow it up with something that is supposed to cover it up because the parting shot was quote unquote sincere and said something “nice.” Here’s an idea, keep the mouth shut and learn an ounce of temperance. Think before you speak, and don’t continue to make an ass of yourself with this new age horseshit that some Christians have developed where they think they have carte blanche on insulting you to your face because they believe calling you out lies in their duty to God, and it is what Jesus would do. Calling out a fellow Christian when you have solid evidence of their sin is necessary. It is written in our responsibilities to our fellow brothers and sisters in Christ. But to go off on someone based on some bass-ackward theory that stands on shakier ground than the San Andreas, and using whatever earthly authority you think you’ve amassed in your time on this planet to put weight behind it is, quite frankly, fucking sad.

    Grow up.

    5)  Moving on, I bought a “mesh” riding jacket because riding in leather should be considered attempted suicide and I should be put on watch. But the drive to get on the bike and ride will more than likely outweigh my discomfort in leather, so while I wait anxiously for my new jacket to arrive I’ll just have to sweat it out.

    A “mesh” riding jacket offers all of the same protection I would get from my leather jacket but at a significantly lower temperature. It has air flow, much needed since bikes aren’t air conditioned. I even considered at one point, strapping the gel ice pack for icing your joints that Lauren has to my back at one point to see if that would lower my core. Haven’t tried that one yet, but I will let you know how it works.

     

Thursday, 31 July 2008

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    Summer Knight (The Dresden Files, Book 4)
    By Jim Butcher
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    I am a moron, clearly

    I’ve been reluctant to get on my bike and go out on the big roads, like a big boy, and join the rest of traffic since I got it. Then with the events of this past weekend, I’ve been a bit gun shy. But I decided that I would ride it into work this week, come hell or high water (how literal this almost became), before Saturday. There were two reasons behind this decision. The first was: I told everyone at work I would with a target day of Thursday. The second: I told my sister I would ride it over to our parents’ house this Saturday so she could see it while she is down from Fredericksburg so our dad and I can replace her brake pads. I wanted to have ridden at least once before I went to my parents’ house and riding to work was the perfect option.

    The problem was, I have been around Lauren for far too long and it seemed inefficient to go into work, have to walk out at lunch with my friends, who were there, to show them my bike. Then go out at lunch again to show the other few people who hadn’t seen it the day before. So I waited for today because everyone who cared would be present and we could go out as a group.

    I also gambled on today because the weather reports all week said sunny in the morning, isolated thunderstorms in the evening. Every day this week I would expect stormy skies in the afternoon and walk out to beautiful weather. I figured today would be more of the same.

    I was wrong.

    At around 2:00pm, it started raining hard enough for me to hear it on the roof through my Bose headphones and the music being piped by my iPod. I stood up real fast and dropped an f-bomb. The guy who sits behind me, also a rider but one who didn’t ride today, started laughing. We speculated it would probably die down and be gone by four. This prediction turned out to be true, and all of the water built up on our crappy downtown streets had subsided when I wandered out to my bike at four today. I suited up, slipped into the saddle, and rolled to the parking garage exit. Made a flawless exit, meaning I didn’t stall as I cross the demned gutter as I am so bloody prone too, and started the trip home. About halfway home, I found the rain again and it was as if God said, “HA! Fooled you little effer! Have some water!” So, that'

    I was soaked from mid thigh down; my socks produced about half a cup of water when coupled with the nice amount I poured out of my shoes. So that’s what you get when you take the bet and lose. I’m a moron, clearly.  But it was ok. I rode in the rain, a first, and it wasn’t that bad. Nor was the traffic, and riding at 45mph.

    Don’t look for me on the interstate anytime soon.

    The thing that drove me buggery, however, was the asshole behind me once I turned off of the main road (Warwick Blvd.) onto Boulevard of the Arts (I felt like I needed to paint myself purple and wave a rainbow flag when I typed that). I came up to the all too familiar turn-around (see Lauren’s incident) with some whistle-dick in a gold Mercedes hot on my two-wheeled ass. I, however, am like my father and I proceeded to take more time than I needed to negotiate the turn-around and rode about five miles under the speed limit the rest of the way home (reasonable really because at this point, the roads are not really straight-aways any longer and there are plenty of turns to take and HELLO! Raining?). Instead of taking the hint and slowing down, he just sat back there and I could see in my mirrors that he was getting pissy. But, I’m on the bike, I refuse to ride stupid…ever, and if you strike, knock me down, or do anything that causes me to get hurt or lay my bike down well HA, guess whose insurance is paying my repair and hospital bills.

    I’d draw you a map but I am sure you don’t care. The route I was on takes me to Hiden Blvd. (a lot of boulevards in this city apparently), and this is where I could only shake my head. I waited my turn to go left, did so with no hesitation, and merged into the right lane to prepare for the right turn coming up. Whistle-dick of the Gold Mercedes hits the gas enough to squelch his tires, and fly past me with his face and eyes pointedly on the road ahead of him. Now, here’s a small education. As a rider, we divide the lanes into 3…sub-lanes. 1 being the far right, 2 being the middle, and 3 being the far left. I am in sub-lane 1, as far away from the left lane as I can get without pulling some Evel Knievel stunt ride on the curb and this fool felt WAY to close for comfort as he passed me. The really annoying part was this man was OLD. Old enough to be gray and balding!

    Apparently wisdom doesn’t come with age. Or does the shitty, snobbish attitude come standard with Mercedes Benz?

    "Patience is something you admire in the driver behind you and scorn in the one ahead. "
    -Mac McCleary

     

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